Hullo...

Hey guys! Long time no blog, huh? Well, busy, busy, busy! School, choral, building up my writing career, and... him. *sighs* yeah, I'm still not over HIM. I know it's been almost a year since I liked him for like, before Ramadhan. But, who cares, right? Wrong. I do. Mehh, whatever. Not like I care or something.
Well, straight to mah point.

I really love reading, and writing. And I really love being a writer. It gives me joy watching people read my stories and gives positive comments. I mean, just imagine, my own best-selling book is the next hit major motion picture. I'll be standing on the stage with my Emmy Award and give a little speech on how I manage to be someone whose holding three Emmy Awards (Best Book of the Year, Best Movie of the Year and Best Writer of the Year).

I got it all figured out, didn't I? Well, whadaya guys expect from me?

Well, that's not the main point here. My dreams are the main point in my life but not the main point in this entry. The main point is.. I have a trouble. Boy trouble. Well, what kind of trouble don't involve boys, right? Actually, all of this starts with the boy I like.

He is like, super smart and kinda teachers' pet. I know, pretty annoying, huh? But actually, it was kinda opposite. He is teacher's pet but not the one who loves to kiss the teachers' butts or being extremely annoying with extremely high-pitch voice. Nah-uh. He's the super cute famously genius kind of teacher's pet with a good voice. Wouldn't say his voice are great, though because two of my classmates have better voice than his but, still.

Well, I have been into fights with him lately. It start with small fights, the who's-better, the you're-such-a-baby, the please-grow-up fights. Then, it gets more serious.

I started saying "Oh how I wish I never like you" , "I'm so glad I'm not crushing on you anymore" and "I hate you". Yeah, I said I hate him. Even though I don't. I'm just super ticked! What can I do? What else can I say to him? Realizing I'm super mad at him, he won't talk to me. Even though we have to sit next to each other in a formal meeting.

All of this is driving me nuts! Well, better log off now. Wanna watch my favorite show :D

Livin' My Life

Yep, I finally forget that hate-my-stupid-life syndrome and I decided instead of sobbing over my pathetic life, I better go on. Last year, I'm an immature, stupid, troublesome and humiliating girl. But this year, I'm no longer that. Including the 'girl' part. No, I am not having a gender reassignment surgery, geez. I am no longer an immature half-crazy girl but I am now a fully-crazy but, more mature writer! Yeap, I'm pursuing my dream work of being a writer. I am so excited in writing I can almost taste the sweet victory watching my EX-CRUSH living his dull dreams while I get to see the world! I'm gonna be the next JK Rowling. My best-seller books will be a major motion picture and they will get thousand, no, million hits! Call me insane! Insane for having huge dreams!

Now, I may sound like a crazy mad scientist who try to create a life but... that is just my dreams. I don't wanna be an architect, or an astronaut, or a doctor. I wanna be a writer. But my parents' choice for me is a doctor. And that's why they sent me to a science boarding school. What can I say more?

Listen, I need to finish my homework and it's 6 in the morning. Bye, guys. Peace yo!