Tuesday, 26 March 2013

Hullo...

Hey guys! Long time no blog, huh? Well, busy, busy, busy! School, choral, building up my writing career, and... him. *sighs* yeah, I'm still not over HIM. I know it's been almost a year since I liked him for like, before Ramadhan. But, who cares, right? Wrong. I do. Mehh, whatever. Not like I care or something.
Well, straight to mah point.

I really love reading, and writing. And I really love being a writer. It gives me joy watching people read my stories and gives positive comments. I mean, just imagine, my own best-selling book is the next hit major motion picture. I'll be standing on the stage with my Emmy Award and give a little speech on how I manage to be someone whose holding three Emmy Awards (Best Book of the Year, Best Movie of the Year and Best Writer of the Year).

I got it all figured out, didn't I? Well, whadaya guys expect from me?

Well, that's not the main point here. My dreams are the main point in my life but not the main point in this entry. The main point is.. I have a trouble. Boy trouble. Well, what kind of trouble don't involve boys, right? Actually, all of this starts with the boy I like.

He is like, super smart and kinda teachers' pet. I know, pretty annoying, huh? But actually, it was kinda opposite. He is teacher's pet but not the one who loves to kiss the teachers' butts or being extremely annoying with extremely high-pitch voice. Nah-uh. He's the super cute famously genius kind of teacher's pet with a good voice. Wouldn't say his voice are great, though because two of my classmates have better voice than his but, still.

Well, I have been into fights with him lately. It start with small fights, the who's-better, the you're-such-a-baby, the please-grow-up fights. Then, it gets more serious.

I started saying "Oh how I wish I never like you" , "I'm so glad I'm not crushing on you anymore" and "I hate you". Yeah, I said I hate him. Even though I don't. I'm just super ticked! What can I do? What else can I say to him? Realizing I'm super mad at him, he won't talk to me. Even though we have to sit next to each other in a formal meeting.

All of this is driving me nuts! Well, better log off now. Wanna watch my favorite show :D

Friday, 15 February 2013

Livin' My Life

Yep, I finally forget that hate-my-stupid-life syndrome and I decided instead of sobbing over my pathetic life, I better go on. Last year, I'm an immature, stupid, troublesome and humiliating girl. But this year, I'm no longer that. Including the 'girl' part. No, I am not having a gender reassignment surgery, geez. I am no longer an immature half-crazy girl but I am now a fully-crazy but, more mature writer! Yeap, I'm pursuing my dream work of being a writer. I am so excited in writing I can almost taste the sweet victory watching my EX-CRUSH living his dull dreams while I get to see the world! I'm gonna be the next JK Rowling. My best-seller books will be a major motion picture and they will get thousand, no, million hits! Call me insane! Insane for having huge dreams!

Now, I may sound like a crazy mad scientist who try to create a life but... that is just my dreams. I don't wanna be an architect, or an astronaut, or a doctor. I wanna be a writer. But my parents' choice for me is a doctor. And that's why they sent me to a science boarding school. What can I say more?

Listen, I need to finish my homework and it's 6 in the morning. Bye, guys. Peace yo!

Saturday, 8 December 2012

Back to December

Pejam celik, pejam celik, dah bulan Disember dah. Esok pulak birthday aku. Tak sangka cepat betul masa berlalu, kan? Rasa macam baru semalam je aku ambik result UPSR. Tahun depan aku dah form two. Aku pun apa lagi. Makin nervous lah nak masuk sekolah. Yalah, kerja PBS melambak, menambah stress, kehidupan kat asrama, menambah nervous, akak-akak senior yang annoying, menambah AMARAH.

Macam tak nak balik sekolah je tahun depann. Tapi, mengenangkan kawan-kawan aku, mak bapak aku, masa depan aku sebagai seorang arkitek berjaya, aku korbankan jugak masa 5 tahun dari kehidupan aku untuk mengharungi hidup kat SBP ni (ehh, asal berbunga sangat ayat ni?) .

Kalau korang nak tahu (nak tahu ke?) aku ada melalui satu kejadian yang menyeramkan kat sekolah aku tu. Kejadian yang langsung tidak diingini. Kejadian apa? Kena culik? Bukanlah, macam ni... #flashback

*bunyi kucing*

"Fidya, bunyi apa tu?" aku tanya kawan aku, Fidya. Fidya ni, ada 'power'. Bukan power bokeh terbang tu, tapi mata dia tak cukup penapis, sixth sense lah kiranya. "Bunyi kucing la kau ni. Jom cari" Fidya dengan aku memang suka kucing. So, kitorang cari lah kucing tu. Dari dalam bawak ke luar, dari luar bawak ke dalam. Yang hairannya, bila kitorg cari kat dalam, bunyi macam kat luar kelas, bila cari kat luar kelas, bunyi macam kat dalam. Tiba-tiba aku tak sedap hati. Tapi, si Fidya tu macam biasa je. Mungkin sebab dia dah biasa agaknya dengan benda-benda macam ni. Sebab  dah penat, kitorang pun hentikan misi mencari kucing tu.

Malam tu jugak, satu kejadian yang menakutkan, terrifying, horryfying, terrorizing, traumatising telah berlaku. Aku tengah tekun siapkan kerja Maths aku yang susah tahap dewa (waktu tu tengah buat pasal algebra) tiba-tiba ada sorang budak dalam kelas aku jumpa kucing kat belakang almari, dia cuba keluarkan, lepas tu, kucing tu lari bukan main laju dia lari, keluar kelas kitorang ikut pintu belakang. Lepas tu, tak lama, lebih kurang 2, 3 minit kitorang dengar bunyi orang menjerit-jerit kat atas kitorang (1B kat bawah kelas 4F). Maknanya, kelas 4F lah. Ada sorang akak kat 4F tu, mata dia tak cukup penapis. Dah tiga kali dah sekolah kitorang kena histeria macam ni dan dia jugak yang kena. Shocking, right?

Orang kata, sebelum dia kene histeria, dia tengah lukis gambar kucing hitam, tiga kaki dan ada satu mata kat dahi. Tambah menakutkan, aku nampak kucing tu kaler HITAM, budak kelas aku, kata kucing tu ada TIGA KAKI, dan kawan aku, nampak kucing tu ada SATU MATA KAT DAHI. Seram dohh... Lepas tu, kitorang bacalah surah yasin, aku waktu tengah baca tu, seram sejuk, mengigil-gigil kau tahu.

Waktu tu, akak yang kene tu, dia kejar sorang abang senior yang iqamat kat telinga dia sampai ke tengah dataran. Warden pulak terjerit-jerit suruh tutup pintu dan tingkap takut-takut akak tu lari masuk kelas kitorang. Aku dengan Fidya dah terpandang-pandang dah. Budak lain semua tanya kenapa kitorg paling pucat, tapi aku terlampau takut sampai tak sanggup nak cerita.

Kitorang tak balik dorm sampailah pukul 11 malam sebab nak setel benda ni dulu. Kitorang pun tak payah lights off malam tu. Lepas baca ayat pendinding dan buat penjuru kat dorm, ada pengumuman dari PK Badar. PKB kata, tutup pintu rapat rapat dan tak payah tutup lampu. Kalau nak keluar dorm, jangan keluar sorang sorang, buka pintu jangan besar besar dan jangan lupa tutup pintu sepanjang masa. Lagi satu, JANGAN BAGI KUCING MASUK DORM. Apa maksud dia tu?

Kalau korang dah seram, apa lagi aku. Esoknya, aku dan Fidya cerita kat diorang pasal kucing yang kitorang cari tu. Rupa-rupanya, kucing yang kitorang cari tu ialah kucing yang menjadi punca kejadian histeria itu. BAYANGKAN! Kitorang cari kucing pembawa! Kucing pembawak tu, macam dia transport benda tu. Kira transporter lah tu, haha :D sempat lagi gurau .

Lepas itu, dorm mate Fidya, Devi, dia bukan Islam so waktu kitorang solat maghrib, dia duduk kelas dia. Kelas dia, 1A sebelah kelas kitorang so, malam tu, dia terdengar bunyi kucing mengiau so dia pergi lah kelas kitorang dengan abang Valerie, bukan Islam, orang Sabah. Diorang datang, nampak ada sepasang mata kucing dekat celah almari, tapi tak dapat keluar. So, diorang pun pergilah tinggalkan kelas kitoang. Teori aku, kucing yang kitorang jumpa tu, bukan kucing sembarangan dan, ialah punca segaa kejadian misteri yang tak terungkai pada malam itu. (cerh, macam misteri nusantara pulak)

Kenapa dan apa motif aku taip panjang lebar ni? Kan tajuk dia BACK TO DECEMBER. Maknanya, aku kenang2 balik lah kejadian dulu2. Banyak sangat kalau nak cerita semua. Nantilah, Aku ada peluang lagi. Okey, tu je. Dahlah, bye bye guys ^^V

Friday, 7 December 2012

Gaduh

Salahkah aku minat boy band tu? Kenapakah diorang nak mengkritik? Apa diorang fikir diorang bagus sangat? Diorang minat One Direction dengan Justin Bieber tu? Diorang tu bagus sangatke? Aihh, menyirap aku dengan orang macam tu. MENYIRAP tau.

Apa cerita dia ni ha? Gini.. bila aku post gamba Big Time Rush dan letak caption :The Greatest Boy Band in The World: dia komen, "Ek eleh, bajet je" dan bermulalah pergaduhan kami. And, that bitch is jeng jeng jeng....

                               ELISA NATASHA BT ZAMZUERI 
      fb-http://www.facebook.com/elisa.natasha.5 

Well, if that is her own name. She's an IMPOSTER! FAKER! Curi gambar orang, pastu mengaku tu gambar dia? What the f*** kan? Dan mangsa nya ialah jeng jeng jeng, si comel kawan ku,

                               SYAHIRAH AFIQAH BT ZAINAL
fb-http://www.facebook.com/mywhispertoyourheart

Kalau korang tengok profile pic diorang sama kan muka diorang? well, ini BUKAN kembar dan BUKAN pelanduk dua serupa sebab kalau korang tengok gambar diorang, memang sebijik, satu satu. Tempat, baju, ekspresi muka, angle, cara duduk, dah semua SEBIJIK tau. Dan, gambar Syahirah Afiqah lebih banyak dan memang terbukti tu gambar Syahirah Afiqah. Jujur, memang gambar Fyka yang dia ambik tu tapi still nak mengaku gambar dia and then, dia tipu aku, dia tipu budak2 grup BFF dan SBP 1216 dan dia tipu SEMUA ORANG sebab dia ----------------->  FAKER. 

Dan yang buat aku lagi marah, dia pegi kutuk band kesayangan aku, Big Time Rush. Berani betul dia, heh. Aku doakan agar dia diberi hidayah agar tidak buat jahat kat orang lain. Right?

Dahlah, bye bye guys ^^V

Thursday, 6 December 2012

BACK TO SCHOOOOL?!?!

Aku tak paham betul dengan kakak aku ni. Dari luar, nampak cool, tak kesahh, whatsoever. Tapi, kat dalam, dia masih, masih, masih perempuan. Cuba jadi macam aku, terus terang (maybe terlampau terus terang) happy go lucky, tak kesah apa orang kata, walau pun orang cakap belakang. Ehh? Asal conceited sangat aku ni? Hehehe :D

Apa main story sebenarnya ni? Haha... Aku just nervous memikirkan tahun depan ni... Dahlah bila aku selak selak buku teks form 2 tu tengok, fullamakk aihh... Kemain BOSANnyee tajuk2 dalam buku ni.... Mampuslah aku bantai tido tahun depan nehh... Payah tahu tak, jadi budak SBP ni. Korang tak faham, aku faham. Well, budak asrama tu mungkin faham lahh tapi yang sekolah harian tu, let me say something

                   UNTUNGLAHH KAU TAHUUU?!?!

Bukan aku kata aku tak bersyukur, tapi, bila duduk asrama memang susah sangat. Susah jumpa mak bapak, especially yang jauh jauh tu, susah pembelajaran sebab tahap budak SBP dianggarkan lebih tinggi IQ mereka, padahal, kitorang semua sama jea, budak SBP atau sekolah harian. DAN, susah betul kalau TERbuat salah. Kat asrama, hidup berkomuniti, bukan berpuak-puak. Kita kene bersatu. Buatnya gaduh ngan buddak budak kat situ, memang sepanjang tahun kau merana. Aku adalah buat salah tapi okay lah lagi, akhir tahun, dah dekat nak abes sekolah, ni, kalau buat salah waktu awal tahun camner? Memang ak jamin korang jadik gila. Kena bash lah, ban lagi, kena function pulakk. Memang susah dok asrama ni.

Kepada budak Form 1 tahun depan yang excited nak masuk SBP, aku warning awal awal

                 JANGAN EXCITED SANGAT

Jujur aku kata, JANGAN excited sangat nak masuk SBP. Enjoy your life here. At home. Spend more time with your family sebab korang akan rindu family korang nanti. HOMESICK, you know... And, bila korang tengah orientation, ENJOY IT. Nanti time belajar, TIGA benda yang korang akan rindu, FAMILY, DARJAH ENAM dan ORIENTASI. Trust me, I know it. We all (batch 1999+) know it. And,

                 BE READY . BE VERY READY.

Be ready untuk menempuhi zaman remaja yang sungguh sukar. Kepada budak lelaki atau perempuan yang belum matang, BERSEDIA. Mana lah tahu tiba-tiba kat asrama kan, jeng, jeng, jeng... 

Okaylah, dah cukup panjang dah entry kali ni. Aku nak out dulu, okaylah, BBG ^^V

♥ Skandar Keynes ♥

Skandar Keynes
Alexander Amin Casper Keynes
5th September 1991
Edmund Pevensie in The Chronicles of Narnia
A young British actor
 He's 21 :)
 Muka serious. Tapi cute :)))
 I love Skandar Keynes ♥ ♥ 
 Cool, really cool :DDD
 Oh my gosh! He's sooo handsome!
 He's so cute *melting*
 Skandar Keynes as Edmund Pevensie a.k.a King Edmund the Just
 He's cute, he's cool, he's Keynes.
 The Pevensies siblings
Keynes? Yup! Kenapa? Can't you see, his good-looking, gorgeous, dreamy, cute, etc. That's why I fancies him. His eyes are dreamy, his face is mysterious, his hair is perfect, he makes me think of him day and night! Well, that's kinda, 'terlebih sudah' right? Hehehe... Well, these pics are certainly him so, that's all for now. TTFN. GTG. AFKFN. CYL. BBG.

Thursday, 29 November 2012

Dreams and Schemes?

Hi, I'm an ordinary girl and I have big dreams. <--- pickup line...

My first dream, to be a choreographer of a musical play. Now, hows that? I mean, choreographing musical theater? Most people nowadays choose a more elite job, like, doctor, lecturer, job with a higher paycheck but for me, it doesn't matter as long as I enjoy my work. I don't want to be a not-fun and grumpy adult. I want to have fun. Even at work. And I think choreographing  musical play is awesome.

My next dream is, being a writer. I already write two chapter of my very own book, '3 Nights'. It's a story about two bestfriends who eventually marry each other when they grow up after spending three nights together and shared a kiss. Now how sweet is that? Cool, right? It might be the next bestselling book, though. Maybe, after I graduate. 

And I really want to be a director of my own movie, based on my own book, '3 Nights'. Just imagine, my future bestselling book and a future major motion picture. How cool is that? People will be shocked if they knew I, a Malaysian young lady, as a director, of a major motion picture, after writing a bestselling book. That's totally awesome, and totally cool!

People will know me, they will adore my masterpieces, I will be famous. Well, fame is not really the thing I'm aftering. I want to give something that will stay long, even after I'm buried seven feet under. I really want to distribute my own hardwork to people and they can share it to others. That's my dreams.

But I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Because, I have a bunch of cool and awesome ambitions to choose, like, a writer, a director, a choreographer, and a composer. Ooh, and an architect, too. This jobs, need huge imagination and high creativity.

That's great for me. I mean, creativity at work, that can totally help your brain to breathe. I mean, we can use both of our brains, -but not at the same time of course- and we can increase our intellect abilities. You know, a scientific research said that, if we have bad eye-sight on the left side, it means, we are lacking  creativity.

You guys know what that means? It means, if we have a bad eye-sight on the left side, it means that we're not using our right side of brain, which controls the ability of, creativity. And that is so not healthy. We have to use both side of our brain to increase it's intelligence 

Now, don't you guys go and call me a nerdy girl or something. I love to read. Read more, learn more. Not play more, learn more. I believe that reading and creativity will make a smart and creative student. Why? By reading one single book, we increase 5% of our knowledge ad by doing some creative thing like colouring, sketching, or making a masterpiece or something, it will increase 8% of remembrance in studying. True story.

So, my advice is, look for a creative job, help yourself. Bye, guys ^^v