Know why I crossed the line above? It's because I don't have any feeling with him anymore. And that is great! So, to 'him', if you are reading this, I don't like you anymore. But we can still be friends, right?
Main reason I don't have a crush on him anymore is because, I realised, if the two of us can be good friends, then why choose another path and ruin the whole thing?
When I think of this, I realised how foolish I am to let go a friendship just for a goofy puppy love. I am very foolish to let my self fall in love with my own friend.
I still love him though, as a friend. I really hope we can clear this thing and be friends like we were used to be. Good times, boy, good times.
He is a good friend. And he will remain as a friend to me, forever. A friend. Just a friend. Not more, not less. Unless Allah sets something different for both of us in future. Who knows?
He said that he wants to be an engineer. But I don't know what type of engineering. Kalau dia engineering dalam bidang pembangunan, buildings and stuffs, maybe kitorang akan jumpa satu hari nanti.
Because I want to be an architect. An in any project, engineer work with architect, right? Hey, I ain't no genius, okay? Don't expect me to know everything.
Screw that. Yang penting, aku akan betulkan segala-galanya. Well, maybe someday. When it is less awkward. Right? Hmpph.
I'm hopeless. And clueless. And I'm sure I'm lifeless, too. -.-
Nahh, dahlah tu. Aku dah penatlah. Nak tidur dulu. Bye-bye... ^^v
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